02 March 2010


Last nightI wrote to UJ about the clinic and my exhaustion and I asked her whether there was a good fairy for autoimmune patients. She directly replied, "I can assure you that this acute flare will one day be over even if it's an almost 'impossible promise'".
My heart made a leap. And all day today this simmering feeling inside of me: One day you will feel alive again, you will feel joy again, excitement, happiness... so much to rediscover behind this heavy black curtain around me. Switch on the radio and hear a song and start dancing. One day.

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